I have to admit, a week ago today, I was a mess! Seriously!
Michael and I had made a commitment to attend a marriage retreat and this meant I would have to leave Sophia for several days. We knew this retreat was God's will for us, because of the way all the plans unfolded. We got the brochure in the mail a few months ago and I asked Michael if he wanted to go and he responded by saying: "Ugh, I am not sure. We would have to find someone to watch Sophia and pay for the (costly) retreat. Let's think about it." It wasn't more then three hours later that his mom called and asked if she and Michael's stepdad could take Sophia for a weekend. Wow! As soon as they asked, both Michael and I knew we were meant to go to this retreat.
With the decision made, I had a few months to get used to the idea of leaving Sophia, but I didn't know how hard it would be, until last week. Up to that point, I had only spent a few nights (not all at the same time) away from Sophia and she was still in the same state! Knowing she was out of my reach and at least 4 hours away from me, made the idea even scarier. Of course, I was also worried about her eating the wrong foods (those that contained peanuts), getting into a car accident and then, of course, missing us (or maybe me missing her more).
I have to admit, the only thing that got me through last week was God. I had to lean on God and trust that He was in control. I knew this was His will for us and I had to trust everything would happen as He wanted it to. So, we packed up the car, let our little girl go off for the weekend and now, I am here to say I survived. With God's help, I made it through the weekend. Sophia is safe and I am sure that the grandparents are nestled in bed, recovering from their weekend with a toddler!